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[nekura]

I hate lying awake all night, despondently ruminating over three years of nothing but mistakes.

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[phantasm13.livejournal.com]

I get that.

And even I have a hard time some nights taking my own advice of
"there's no point on dwelling on the past, it can't be changed."

Remember we make mistakes to learn from them, not punish ourselves by beating ourselves up for having made them.

*hugs*

We're having a games night tomorrow, likely be a smaller group with people being away/sick/working.

[nekura-ca.livejournal.com]

It's hard when I feel that my life has crumbled to pieces, and I don't know how to start picking them up and putting them back together all over again.

[phantasm13.livejournal.com]

Scott, I completely and utterly understand.

And if you need someone to hang out with to just vent or talk at, I can be that someone.

For every ending there is a new beginning. And sometimes the universe likes to throw curve balls at us just to keep us from getting too comfortable.

When you are the bottom everything seems much more dire and urgent and depressing then it really is. That is the way of hitting rock bottom and depression.

I've been there and I fight some months, weeks and even days to not fall down there again.

Sometimes you have to reach out for help for things to fall back into place.

Especially since we silly people tend to clam up and hide from the world thinking that we should be able to cope and make it through and be fine because everyone else seems to be fine when what we should be doing is asking for help and support.
Even if all the help is is someone to listen to you and help you sort out what you are feeling and even come up with a plan.

But we tend to punish ourselves instead and muddle along until we fall down the well and hit the bottom.

We get help, we pick up the pieces and we put them back together. No they won't be exactly the same, but they will be better and stronger for what we learned.

*hugs*


Come out to games tonight. It's looking like Jason, Doug, Brandon, James, Andrew and I.